Got no love for life
Hanging on by fingernails white knuckles tight
Everything takes struggle a bloody fight
Against the instinct to suicide

Addictive flight
From what you know is right
But your mind won’t obey
And face the pain
The stakes are just too high

You don’t have to go any lower
You can stop now and dodge a harder bottom
It’s safe to let go
There will be a program to hold you and take up the line
If you fall while you climb towards the light
PTO PTO PTO

This is as hard as it gets
The vice grip on your chest
As your pinched grinch heart does it’s best
To grow three sizes and catch up with the rest

Holding your breath
Hoping to catch
A quick painless death
But there is no rest for those blessed with this test

You don’t have to go any lower
You can stop now and dodge a harder bottom
Just give up control stop fighting against the flow
And make a lean of faith
Onto the shoulder
Of PTO PTO PTO

Where’d you get these ideas?
Put down that poisoned apple you’re eating
Your beauty your truth has been sleeping
And it’s time for it to start speaking

You’re not your flaws
You’re not what they pawned
Your are a diamond
Shining inside the raw that everyone else saw

You know you don’t have to go any lower
You can stop now and dodge a harder bottom
You’re pure goodness
Didn’t anyone ever remind you?
Let all the lies slide and your
Soul will surely guide you to the light
Of PTO PTO PTO

This is a song that I wrote for the program that I work for.